Art Fest Opening and Random Crazy Thoughts

Went for the Art Fest opening performance at Marina Barrage with Jac and SM (who's back in SG for the month)... The performance "Helios II" was put up by La Compagnie Malabar, French version of Cirque du Soleil...

The show featured stilt walkers, jugglers and aerial hoop stuff.... I like it that the performers were on the floor and came really close to the audience in the earlier half of the show... So close that at one point we were right in the middle of their path as they move around the floor area... and we ended up having to scramble to "siam" out of their way...

The fireworks at the end of the show has also broke my personal record of "the closest fireworks" from me... Yes it is even close than the one I saw by the road side in Taipei...

(p.s.: I didn't zoom when I took these videos of the firework with my handphone.. it is this close...)

And I am pretty surprise that they pump in sufficient budget to have such firework display at the Art Fest opening... the fireworks were going off all at the same time that it looks almost chaotic...

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Lately, I've been thinking alot about what have I done so far in life... And how I have landed myself in my current state...

While trying to think through all these, I happen to chance upon this description of typical AB type Pisces which sort of explain... As much as I don't wanna admit this, it is actually quite a true desciption of my personality, which makes life difficult for myself and others...

ＡＢ型雙魚座

一言以蔽之，ＡＢ型雙魚座出生的人，就是『四重人格者』。上一秒鐘才剛笑嘻嘻地浮出笑容，卻在下一刻中含淚哭泣；雖然主張冷靜的言論，卻不免有情緒脆弱之時，一再反複不定的性情，也許可以說是ＡＢ型雙魚座的一般傾向吧！

ＡＢ型雙魚座多樣的行動模式，與其說是『四重人格』那還不如說他們是變化自在的流浪者為任。無論被安置在何種環境中，ＡＢ型雙魚座的人馬上就可以適應，絕對不會與人發生衝突，或者樹立敵人。最適合作個人與人之間的斡旋角色，犧牲自己，成全別人；充滿了溫和與體貼之情。

受人之託，必定忠人之事；不會拒絕人家的請託，願意為他人而到處奔走，自動擔當他人的苦勞。

神經比一般人還敏感，很容易看透人家的內心，並且鞠躬盡粹，在所不辭。只知付出，不求回報，是奉獻者的楷模。

ＡＢ型雙魚座的人絕對不會自矜自式，具有謙卑的美德。自我表現欲薄弱，無論何時都不會喪失和氣的態度與謙虛之心。秉持著寬弘的肚量，豐富的包容力，就像是大同世界的子民。

適應力強，溫柔而又富於彈性的態度，是ＡＢ型所共同具備的巧妙及與人相處之道。而且，雙魚座出生的人，因為其性情十分溫馴，難免會發生自我迷失的錯誤。受了四周環境的影響，因而迷失方向，失去了自己的原則。遇事無可無不可，缺乏明朗的態度，優柔寡斷、猶豫不決，留給人家『只想討好每一個人』的印象。所以，也許也會招致『馬馬虎虎』或『言行不一』等的評價。又，因為流動性很強，故很難獲得他人的信任。每每光說不練，或者出爾反爾，其實並沒有故意騙人或胡說八道的居心，可惜到了最後，總是會做出令人無法採信的行為。

由於無法控制自身內心的變，而其個性又是多重性的；神聖與污穢、善與惡等，交替在心中更迭、衝突，理性的否定，感性的肯定，反反覆覆，使他們成為具有神魔魅力的所有人。